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| Hi everyone,
I know i haven't written on this thing in like months, but here I am!! (hehe)  I have been home now for like a few weeks. I miss all my friends at school soooooo very much ( especially olivia my muffin toe!  haha) I have been growing a TON with God. It's so amazing how wicked awesome he is. I am in absolute awe of him everyday, he never ceases to amaze me. I have really been study about who I am in God and were your true beauty comes from, which i'm starting to learn is from having a relationship with God. I justc annot get enough time with God. I've been studying a lot on prayer and how to pray effectively; also I'm trying to learn what God says about me. I was very worried about coming home this summer, but things have been going excellent, except for the fact that i miss all my VFCC friends like crazzzy!! Only a few more months guys. I am also so excited about what God si doing in all of their lives, i can't wait to get back to school and see the changes in everyone becasue of God! well i have to get going but i will try to write on this thing and not forget!  God bless everyone
Never walk the same! | | |
| So it's been a long time since i have written on this thing, a lot has been going on. Last night was a really rough night. I am learning though with the great help of friends that we need to replace our thoughts with what God's word says about us; and that is not an easy thing trust me! It's easier to believe the lies that satan is telling you than to believe something good about yourself. No matter what are thoughts may tell us, God says that we matter, we are important, that he will protect us and keep us from harm, even if it's from oursleves. I found last night in Psalm 27 the word says that God will never forsake us even though our mother and fathers will. It says that God will never reject us. It says to stay strong becasue he will always come through for us. Then in Psalm 121 it says that are help comes from God. It says that God will never let us slip, it says that he watches us and keeps us from all harm.
Sometimes i don't think that we realize how valuable we are to God. We are valuable to god becasue he created us. We are made in his image, and we are not accidents. We are precious children of the king! (what's better than that?) I leanred last night that it is hard for us to believe the God things that God says about us becasue we don't truly know who he is. We think that God must see the ugly things of us when in reality he only sees us as beautiful.
I thank God that he is so amazing and always is there when we need him and he always thinks good stuff about us, even we don't. Let God love on you today! Have a beautiful day everyone! | | |
| Well this week so far has been amazing. Over the weekend i got to go home and i got my new computer. So i am very excited about that! God has been doing some amazingly awesome stuff this week in me so far. Last night me and a whole bunch of amazingly awesome girls went to a Jason Upton concert in Harrisburg, PA. It was amazing, he is so annointed by God. I got a lot out of last night. I leaned that sometimes we have idols in our lives that we need to trash in order to be able to be in the army of God; and i learned that idols do not only have to be like statues they can be anything that is sometimes more important or has more control in your life than your relationship with God. Jason said in the beginning in a song, some men only believe what their eyes can see, I want to have FAITH and believe in what i can't see which is God! Sometimes I have trouble believing in what i can't see. Then Jason sang about how even the lil birds are special and there not afraid. Even the lil birds have a purpose, so even though I am only me I have a purpose, i am a daughter of God. God also revealed some things in my past that i need to start to bring up even though i do not wnat to deal with them. Sometimes we have to in order to have TRUE freedom. And i know i want FREEDOM and victory over this depression and the other storng holds in my life. I want to be like the child i once was, when i didnt have fear of believing in unseen things ( like God). Well anyways last night was amazing. I have to get going now. I hope everyone has such a blessed night.
"Never Walk The Same" God bless | | |
| hi everyone,
Well, this weekend has been an amazingly awesome weekend. Most of the girls in my apartment went home this weekend because we don't have school tomorrow. I spent all Friday, and Saturday night with Christina, i had the best time ever, it was so much fun. Then becasue my roomate was gone for the weekend she spent the night both nights too. God really blessed me this weekend i had the best weekend I've ever had before at this school. God is just so amazing he is continuly doing awesome stuff with me, he is showing me new things everyday!
Today i had to work from 1-5 and went i got home. When i was walking into work today Camille was there waiting for her mom and aunt to come out of target and she beeped at me. I ended up getting to meet them. I was so excited they are so nice. When i got home from work it was just so nice to relax and chill i am so exhausted. Well i should do some studying and i have to put my clothes in the dryer now. so I hope everyone has a blessed night.
Never Walk The Same! | | |
| hi everyone,
Well today was an interseting day for me personally. I started the day off in a very weird mood, due to a bady day yesterday. I skipped my Psychology class becasue i didn't feel like being very social at all. Then i couldn't decide if i wanted to go to chapel or not, i ended up going, worship was good. Then Christina, (my blessing from God  ) encouraged me to get into word. So i spent lots of time looking up scripture and i noticed that the more i looked up scriptures, the more that I started to feel better and have a better day. God is soooo amazing, he always puts those special people in your life to encourage you. Sometimes i feel like giving up on God becasue i feel like there's no way he could still love me after everything, but im starting to learn that he does still love us no matter what we do, God also won't leave us like people will, that's something i'm trying to get to stick in my head.
Then tonight i had to work and this lady came through with like a lil 2 year old boy in the back of the cart and the lady was paying and the lil boy was picking his nose and he had a booger on his finger and he kept saying mommy look at this boogie!! I thought it was hilarious!!! The mom was kinda embarrassed!
I hope you all have a blessed night ...."Never Walk The Same!" | | |
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